I am depressed because the world is depressing

I am depressed and angry because the world is depressing and humanity hurts me. I need a psychologist. I have discovered God is necessary because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude. I am not a fool, otherwise I would not have discovered the knowledge that saves your life and your children’s lives. Literally, for real, for eternity. Because I am not a fool I don’t believe God is what atheists call “sky daddy”. If your God doesn’t exist you are deceived, for real. Is it possible to believe it is impossible to be wrong believing? If your God doesn’t exist they have hurt you because God is necessary. Reality is created from reality. From nothing can not be created something. God is the beginning and the end. God is the origin and the destination. God is something real incredibly powerful and intelligent capable of creating life. God is amazing, espectacular, imposible to understand. God is impossible to understand because created the universe after existing forever. It’s the truth. I am not lying. I don’t want to hurt you. Regardless of when the universe was created God existed always before. God is Time and Space transforming. It is just an idea for future generations. Spinoza was right. The messiah was Spinoza. I want to speak with someone who has read Spinoza. I am a psychologist, not a charlatan looking for attention. Emergency! Trust me. I want to stop the war. To not waste this loving poem I say atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I need to rest. You have to understand. I want to end religion and atheism with a perfect understanding of reality. Thank you.