I am still

I am still learning to be assertive at 47, that’s the tragedy of my life. My assertive life starts now. If I want to manage my life I need to be assertive. I can not manage the world if I can not manage my life. The past is the past and can not be changed. From now I am not ashamed of myself. From now a new life begins for me. I am different now, I am a different person now. I have changed. I now have to prove to myself I have changed being assertive. Now i have to prove to myself I can do what I could not do before. I am a psychologist and person of many talents and if you don’t hear from me again remember I told you the Holocaust nazi happened after Spinoza discovered the nature God. To not waste this loving poem I say atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.