From this moment I would like to be perfect.

From this moment I would like to be perfect. From now I say perfection. From now I do perfection. From now I am not ashamed of myself. The past is the past and what is done can not be changed. From now I am my God. From now I make myself respect. From now I like how I am. I am Time and Space and i can change in literally no time. Literally God created the universe after existing forever. When a molecule is divided God is literally divided. I am a psychologist and patient. I am a recovering addict and I have told you all about me. I am trying to like myself better. I live to be better. I live to learn and improve. I am far away from perfect and I am ashamed of my past, recent past, far away past. I need change. I need to rest, relax, take it easy, enjoy myself. Mentally I have gone through a lot in my life and I hope you can imagine. I need empathy. Put yourself in my life, put yourself in my mind, try to be me. I know who I am and I know the truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Humanity are deceived, for real, for eternity, no joke. People don’t understand I talk as a psychologist, as an intellectual. I don’t talk to not offend people. I talk with meaning, with a purpose, with the aim to change something. Humanity are close minded. I have discovered the nature of God ¡For God’s sake!, ¡After Spinoza did it!. I want to talk with people who understand what I said, the full meaning of what I said. Thank you.