I need more time

I need more time to succeed. I need future generations to know the atheist logical fallacy. Am I asking much or too much? I don’t want the greatest knowledge to be lost because nobody or almost nobody cares about the knowledge that saves most lives. I am talking about psychology and a different understanding of reality. The truth, is not the truth what you want?, is not the truth what you say you want?, the divine truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. God is necessary and Spinoza was right, reality is eternal and created the universe from self. All is the same substance transforming. I need time to explain Spinoza’s God. Humanity don’t want to learn and censor the knowledge that saves their own children’s lives. What are future generations going to think about how I was treated? I am mistreated like Spinoza was mistreated. History repeats self with the same protagonists trying to do the same for God’s sake. Spinoza and I tried to end atheism and religion and we are censored. Spinoza is me. Regardless of when the universe was created God existed always before. I am talking about logic. Either the universe is eternal or what created the universe is eternal. You choose and your life is forever, like Spinoza’s life. I am tired and I need to rest. Thank you.