If one person is reading is enough

If one person is reading is enough. Are you brave enough to not close the book and keep reading? My life is incredibly difficult and I am doing what I possibly can with what I got to survive. I don’t want stress, I don’t want to be misunderstood, I want peace and tranquility. I say I have discovered the nature of God and people don’t know it is important. The Holocaust nazi happened after Spinoza discovered the nature of God and humanity still don’t understand. Humanity are deceived, for real, because God exists and the intelligent creator of the universe is all reality, reality is infinitely important, the universe was created with a purpose.  Future generations would not understand, so the greatest psychologist and person of many talents explained to humanity how they were eternally deceived to save their own children’s lives and he suffered the most severe and devastating censorship in history? I can not believe you, I think you are lying. I am talking about reality that is happening in front of your eyes, here and now. To not waste this loving poem i say atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.