If one person is reading is enough.

If one person is reading is enough. I just need time. As long as I am allowed to talk you will be listening. Remember the truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Humanity are deceived, for real, for eternity. God is the most important and the true God is the only that matters. The true God is Spinoza’s God. I can not speak clearer. He was right, we only have only life and it is forever. To die is to resurrect to meet God, without deceptions. I need to rest. I am a psychologist, not a charlatan looking for attention. I am tired, I have explained myself too many times. I am who I am and I know what I am doing. I want a world without religion and atheism understanding God is everything always. When a molecule is divided God is literally divided. I have to sort out a conflict at work talking with a workmate. It has become the most important issue for me at the moment, something I think about. I want an apology. I accuse humanity of having hurt God. I am ashamed of myself. The past is the past and what happened can not be changed. God is Time and Space transforming. It is just an idea that can not do any harm to anyone and is censored. I want to be respected. I want to be able to stand for myself. I want to be better. I want to be perfect. I want to not make mistakes. How is the perfect way to resolve the conflict? Why I was a victim if I was a victim? I am talking about psychology and knowledge, not about religion. The idea of God is not religious. God is the intelligent eternal entity that created the universe from self because from nothing can not be created something. What I am going through mentally i hope you can imagine is a lot. Put yourself in my mind. Put yourself in my life. Put yourself in my circumstances. Emergency! The war must stop. Thank you.