I want to try to

I am a psychologist and person of many talents and I want you to understand how i understand God’s eternal hell and heaven. The true God is Spinoza’s God and reality is the only that matters. Imagine you are a devoted muslim and you prayed 5 times a day during all your life from the moment your parents told you that if you don’t obey Allah he will punish you. You trusted your parents and you believed them. Now imagine you die and you discover the truth, Allah doesn’t exist and you prayed for nothing, you wasted your time, you talked to a non a existent God, you were deceived by the people you thought love you the most. We only have one life and it is forever. We only have one shot at life and it is forever. You did what you did and it is forever. How do you feel? Bear in mind eternity is an awful long time being oneself unhappy having been deceived with a lie that looks like a lie. God is perfect, like you would like reality to be. Reality matters, our decisions matter because God exists. If you accept God is necessary because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation without the creator would you accept humanity are deceived believing because too many people lie too much? The most important knowledge is to understand I exist. Was the Quran memorized? I want to know the truth. What would be the future of atheism and christianity if atheists and christians continue to refuse to ask for proof that the Quran was memorized? To not waste this loving poem i say atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.