Because

Because I don’t know when you and i are going to die I am going to explain myself as clear as I possibly can because the information would save your life. I am a psychologist and person of many talents and I am the student and the teacher, I am the psychiatrist and the crazy person, I am the employer and the employee. Your life depends on me and my life depends on you. All is connected, all is the same substance transforming. Pantheism is the truth and Spinoza was right. Please listen to me, whoever you are. If you are atheist or religious you are a member of a cult. You are deceived, for real. The horrible reality that atheists  and religious people sell doesn’t exist. The behavior of religious people and atheists hurt God. Religious people and atheists believe they can get away with hurting God’s Creation. Nobody ever got away with hurting reality. I am the most important and humanity are hurting me. The Holocaust nazi happened after Spinoza discovered the nature of God, that I have rediscovered. Your life is eternal and you can imagine how is Hitler’s life after his death. Hitler is Time and Space that knows all reality created from self. God is impossible to understand precisely because created the universe after existing forever. Between any two moments of time there are infinite moments of time. God is a miracle by nature. Emergency! I need to change, I don’t like myself. I am trying to end the war in Ukraine and other undesirable suffering with knowledge. I am still going to work. I live incredulous, alienated, suffering. Humanity have to talk to stop the war. I don’t like my life. I am not motivated at work. I need to rest, I can not keep going like this forever. I am afraid, I am vulnerable, I am weak. I have discovered atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. God is necessary and I have not won a debate in my life. I want to win once good in my life. I am failing. It’s not that I am getting much help. The doors are closed. Thank you.