Think about all the wars we have lived

Think about all the wars humanity have lived after Spinoza discovered centuries ago the true God. I feel like crying. Spinoza was not a fool that wrote a book about God explaining the universe is God and God is the universe therefore death is the end. You have to understand Spinoza’s work to understand how good person he was. I am a good person because I am pantheist and I live and die for God. God is all, apha and omega, Time. Time and Space created the universe. It is just an idea that can not do harm to anyone and is censored. When a molecule is divided God is literally divided. Why God created the universe from self? God is the movie and the director. The director created the perfect living movie, to give meaning to oneself. Why do we exist? To live. Being imperfect and eternal is perfect, like you would like reality to be. Was the Quran memorized? I want to know if the Quran was memorized or not. Emergency. Thank you.