To not believe God exists

To not believe God exists is to believe life is meaningless and death is the end. Atheists don’t want you to abandon religion to improve your life, atheists want you to believe life is meaningless and death is the end to hurt you. Atheists don’t want you to abandon religion unless you join atheism. Atheists have been lying all along to protect religion, and when they are told they don’t care. Atheists believe gambling causes a brain disease, and when they are told they don’t care. Atheists believe the Quran was memorized, and when they are told they don’t care. What would be the future of atheism if atheists continue to refuse to ask for proof that the Quran was memorized?. I will explain the kalam cosmological argument that proves logically God exists and atheists don’t understand. What has a beginning of existence has a cause because from nothing can not be created something. Logically it is impossible the existence of an infinite number of causes, therefore an eternal first uncaused cause that created what has a beginning of existence must exist. Did you understand the argument? To understand atheists have lied to you and deceived you you just have to read Spinoza. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.