There is only one truth or reality

There is only one truth or reality, that is perceived by different people differently.  God is necessary and I want to win a debate before I die. The true God is Spinoza’s God. Did Spinoza explain well the nature of God? Was he mistaken and why? For me God is It, for me God is not He, like if the creator of the universe was a person. The creator of the universe created people, and feelings, dreams, nightmares, everything we call universe. The universe was created from self, because from nothing can not be created something. I am not talking about religion, I am talking about logic and philosophy. God is reality that created reality from self. Intelligence created inteligence, love created love, hate created hate, God created self. God is literally everything that exist, past present and future. When a molecule is divided God is literally divided. It is just an idea that can not do harm to anyone and is censored. Was Spinoza right or wrong? I know he was right and pantheism is the truth. Pantheism is not a religion, pantheism is an understanding of reality. Pantheism is like atheism but bearing in mind God is everything and when we hurt God we hurt perfection. All lives matter and we have to survive as a species. Is it possible that extraterrestrial intelligent life discover God is all, Time and Space transforming? Is it difficult to discover the nature of God? Spinoza did it and I did it. Was Spinoza censored? Humanity are dying needlessly and I think the boat is sinking. I know I am right and you are wrong when I say atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. If you think about what I just told you you would feel infinitely better. To die atheist is sad and doesn’t make any sense. Our lives are eternal, the mind is eternal, of and uncaused or eternal nature, infinite, unlimited. I think atheism and religion are beliefs and both are wrong. Is it possible to believe it is impossible to be wrong believing? My idea of God is perfection and hell is for bad people and heaven for good people. Lying is lying to oneself. Loving is loving to oneself. I am talking about psychology and knowledge, a new understanding of reality. Thank you.