I was a die hard atheist before I became pantheist.

I was a die hard atheist before I became pantheist. Pantheism is like atheism, but bearing in mind something incredibly powerful and intelligent created the universe. Spinoza was pantheist and he struggled in life like I struggle. Spinoza against the world and again I against the world. Is pantheism the truth? Is everything that exists God? Does it really matter if the mind is eternal or not? Life is short and the understanding of God offers eternity and a better life here and now. From the moment you understand you are literally God’s Life you become a different person. God is the game to eternal life or death, literally. Our mission is to survive writing a great story in God’s Life and Death. God experience everything, always. God created the universe, why? God is the first eternal reality all the rest came from. Humanity are deceived and we only live once. A good life is a life to make others happy. When we die the question to answer is “did I live to make others happy?”. Others is also oneself. Being kind and generous is confused with being someone to take advantage of. I don’t like to do favours. This humanity is manipulative. One way favours. People don’t understand who I am, that’s the problem. I am a poet and artist searching for beauty and tranquility in a horrible and entertaining world. Nobody ever said the world is boring. The world can be anything but boring with humans. Humans are not boring, that’s the truth. The truth is humanity are not boring, humanity have defects but being boring is not one of them. So much stuff is going on at the same time, and even if some people are sometimes tremendously boring in general humanity is a captivating show, film, history, who would win the fight? I feel life is a titanic struggle because people are hostile. I feel people don’t care. I feel people don’t care about reality. Do you want to know what is real and what is not? Was the Quran memorized? What would mean for the future of Islam and atheism if the Quran was not memorized? To end the war the discovery that atheism is a logical fallacy has to be news. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Thank you.