When I say the true God is Spinoza’s God

When I say the true God is Spinoza’s God people don’t understand the claim has to be taken infinitely serious. A serious debate has to be organized to answer the most important and urgent question “was Spinoza right and God is simply everything that exist, past present and future?”. I would debate with humanity and I agree with Spinoza. I would debate only with people who understand reality is eternal because from nothing can not be created something. That’s our stronghold from which we would try to find the truth. The stronghold is infinite far away and you are almost touching God. Time is running out and is eternal. I want to know if the Quran was memorized or not. I am a psychologist, artist, poet, economista, person of many talents, not a charlatan looking for attention and I need to rest because discovering the nature of God is the most exhausting, intense, devastating, difficult, interesting, exciting, incredible, psychological experience ever. Life was designed and the truth matters because also death could be part of the exact same eternal game. Reality can not come from nothing so we both agree. The only obstacle now is to overcome the infinite regress. Do you know what is the infinite regress? Logically it is impossible the existence of an infinite number of causes and effects. Only nothingness can be infinite, only possibility can be infinite. The best I can explain is the number pi has infinite decimals. The number pi exists, it is a concept. However, it is impossible to have the number pi written in an infinite piece of paper. It is impossible the existence of an infinite number or amount of something. Between any two moments or points there are infinite moments or points. The war must stop because the truth is God exists and anything is possible. God is easy to explain and impossible to understand. When anyone hurts reality God literally suffers, life is precious for all, life is a gift from God to God for all. I am not preaching, I am explaining a new understanding of reality with God and without religion, the same as Spinoza. Spinoza was the true messiah, and who listened to him or the truth? His book Ethics is for me the number one masterpiece of all time, as far as I know. I have no idea how somehow he managed to have some of his work published, well done, you did the miracle, credit were credit is due. Spinoza had contacts, friends, collaborators. I am much alone being treated like rubbish. I know I repeat myself but what else can I do? Repeating myself is my torture. I don’t want to repeat myself. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Emergency! The end is near and dying atheist is sad and doesn’t make any sense. Thank you.