I am a psychologist and person of many talents

I am a psychologist and person of many talents, not a charlatan looking for attention, and I am not understood. I would like to have with you a serious and honest conversation. Without nonsense and trying to understand each other. It is clear I am not understood when I talk. What is it?, who is the culprit? is it my accent, my tone, my speed, my pronunciation, my grammar, my nervousness, my intensity, my voice, my words, my hurry? Bear in mind I am dealing with an emergency, y no tengo tiempo para contemplaciones. I want to end religion and atheism now, not later, not tomorrow. I don’t know if in the last call I came across as an intellectual who wants the end of irrationality. When I talk do you think I don’t know what I am talking about? Planet Earth should stop rotating because the claim that the Quran has been memorized has never been examined. I am not joking, this is important. God is everything, that’s it, that’s all. For me is difficult mentally explain Spinoza’s God. If you understand the true God is Spinoza’s God you have to tell. He was right, God is one substance, one reality, one truth. I need more time, that’s all. I didn’t do it too badly, I think the show was entertaining, like a chess match to destroy each other and still have a good time measuring our intelligence, wisdom, how to be successful. Cheating in chess is so absurd. Why? What’s for? To get the prize only, to steal the prize, pretending to be more intelligent than you really are. I am a poet and artist searching for beauty and tranquility. The truth is Spinoza was right and I am right, and God is infinity and eternity, intensity. God is an infinite intense emotionally, psychologically experience. God is your life. I am not talking about religion, I am talking about theology or different interpretations of how God is understood. Spinoza wrote a theory on God and I have written mine. I just want to recover multiple social media accounts suspended and I hope not destroyed. I don’t have much hope in humanity. Knowledge is to be preserved, not destroyed. Who wins when knowledge is destroyed or censored to be destroyed? I hope I am understood because I may know something that you don’t and everyone can be right or wrong, which doesn’t mean I can not be right and humanity wrong. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist  Why I am not understood? Thank you.