Muslims claim the Quran has been memorized and I don’t believe it.

Muslims claim the Quran has been memorized and I don’t believe it. I need to see to know. I don’t trust their word. I don’t believe their word. I doubt because for me the task of memorizing the book is beyond my capabilities by far. I invite all humanity to memorize the first page of the Quran to have a taste of the effort required to remember the rest of the book. How your life would change if it is proven the Quran was or was not memorized? If you knew now the Quran was never memorized because never the claim was tested or offered to be tested what would you do? Any written copy of a memorized Quran would value enormously for historical and scientific reasons. What are the limits of our memory? The Quran could be used as a standard to measure memory, until which page did you manage to memorize?. There could be a ranking with the best memorizers. I am a poet, artist, psychologist and person of many talents and I have discovered atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. You don’t have to worry and fear death too much because we are eternal, our mind is eternal. I can not believe nobody understood the true God is Spinoza’s God, for real. Because if you know you have to tell. There is only one intelligent creator of the universe, that’s all. You don’t understand Spinoza if you don’t understand he discovered God. Spinoza’s opinion about God is not like other opinions. The truth is not like the lie. The truth is more important that the lie. If you could only preserve a book and all the others were destroyed which one would you choose? I choose “Ethics” by Spinoza because it offers an alternative and rational understanding of God, different to a personal God to worship, obey and fear. Thank you.