My life is impossible to understand

My life is impossible to understand. I am spending my life trying to overcome an unjust censorship doing everything I can with what I got to get published the greatest knowledge of all time. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. Do you think my life is fun? Why don’t you put yourself in my mind? Who ever said life is fair? God makes life perfectly fair because everything we do we do it to Ourself being Time and Space. God is simply everything that exist, past present and future. If the universe was designed we have to expect rationally an eternal surprise when we die. I think the death of the brain causes the mind to transform to know all, and that our perfect eternal hell and heaven. It is just an idea that can not do harm to anyone. I want to end the war and unite humanity, so what’s wrong with trying? I am tired and I need to rest. I need you. All is the same and different God. We are organs of the same body. Is not the end of the war in Ukraine and Gaza what you say you want? Is not the end of religion and atheism what you say you want? The future can be bright. I want to give you hope. Thank you.