Who ever said life is fair?

Who ever said life is fair? Is it fair to kill to commit suicide? I am talking about psychology for adults. I am serious talking about the only that matters and exists for me, God. The universe was created from an intelligent entity. That’s a fact. I know because from nothing can not be created something. Nothing is absence of existence. I am tired. Is it possible to be wrong believing? God is eternal. God is substance, something real. The universe was created from an eternal existence uncaused. Nothing made God create the universe. God decided to create the universe. The idea of God is humbling. Why God decided to create life? You can be happy thinking. To think is free. We create reality thinking. I need to have one sentence published to be successful and I am losing all hope. The truth is atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I am a poet and artist, not a warrior. I am a worker, not a fighter. I am an intellectual, not a totalitarian. Thank you.