Free will and the creation of the universe

To discover God you have to understand it is better for you if God exists. To discover God you have to understand reality is eternal because from nothing can not be created something. Nothing is absence of existence. Nothing is what innocent and vulnerable children understand by nothing. Something minus something is nothing. Nothing is what you get when you give to ungrateful people. Something always existed. Free will is uncaused because if it was caused it would not be a choice. Without free will life is an ilusion with regrets because we chose wrong. I am a poet and artist and i need this loving poem to be shared to end the war. Without free will reality is determined and we are not responsible for our life. In a deterministic world view there would be nothing to be proud or ashamed of. Death is terrifying misunderstanding reality without God. We choose to live well or bad. Do you want to live well? To live well you have to understand logically it is impossible the existence of an infinite number of causes and effects, therefore an eternal first uncaused cause that caused what has a beginning of existence must exist. God is by definition what caused the universe. Nothing existed before God because God is eternal. God is substance, something real. God is a reality of an infinite nature that created a reality of a finite nature and all is one reality, all is God, all is conected. God is the Mind and infinite nothingness capable of experiencing the creation from Self. God wanted, because God knows what is to want, to live. Whoever hurts God’s Creation would experience the hell of understanding the truth. God is just the mind that registers all reality created from self. That’s all. God created it’s own life and death. God’s Life started when the universe was created. It is just an idea that can not do harm to anyone. If the universe was created we have to expect rationally a surprise when we die. Life is the exam and death is the result. Life is a game and we die to know if we won or lost, to know all. God is not a joke because God is eternal and also mortal. I think if all life in the universe die God die. I want to end religion and atheism today, not tomorrow. Atheism and religion are misunderstandings of reality harmful to God’s Life. Reality is still more fascinating and incredible than humanity think it is. Eternal hell and heaven is justly for bad and good people without deceptions. You can stop the war reading this loving poem to others. People want me to believe what i do is easy and worthless. I know who I am and what I am doing. Atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is the religious idea of the creator of the creation to conclude wrongly no creator exists because a particular idea of God doesn’t exist. I will rephrase the atheist logical fallacy to facilitate the understanding. Atheism is a logical fallacy that assumes God is “sky daddy” to conclude wrongly no creator exists because “sky daddy” doesn’t exist. Am i right or wrong? Atheists fight a war they can not win because God is necessary. Thank you.