I would like to talk with you please, it is important. You said “the personal experiences that i have are the best evidence for God existence” and “God freed me of all my addictions”

I would like to talk with you please, it is important. I am a recovering addict and psychologist and i want to help you. You said “the personal experiences that i have are the best evidence for God’s  existence” and “God freed me of all my addictions”. You are christian and when you say “God” you mean “Jesus Christ”. To understand Jesus doesn’t exist you have to understand why Jesus apparently only “cures” addiction and nothing else. Jesus doesn’t cure amputations, tumours, headaches or anything else. I am not asking you to believe me but to discover the truth for yourself thinking for yourself. Recovering addicts claim Jesus exists because invariably he cured them of addiction. Why? Why Jesus only cure addictions? Why Jesus only changes people’s behaviors?. I am a poet that writes prose to be understood better, all my work is poetry, and I need to be understood because potentially infinite lives would be saved with my knowledge. God is necessary because logically it is impossible the existence of the creation or finitude without the creator or infinitude, and nobody ever enjoyed eternal paradise lying hurting God’s Creation. Addiction is the psychology of a liar and addicts use religion as a crutch to justify the change of personality and behavior instead of admitting the truth. God is all eternal reality and your life is your perfect eternal hell and heaven. My advice to you is to abandon the cult inmediately for God’s sake. To highlight how much atheists are interested in evidence I say atheists would not be able to prove their own existence to themselves if the logical conclusion is that God exists and lose their children believing without questions asked that gambling causes a brain disease, and when they are told they don’t care.